Bruce was out-of-town. I thought I would play the role of "fun mom", at least for one afternoon. The boys had begged me to fly their kite. After finding each boy's sunglasses (hard to see a kite with the sun blaring in your eyes), we loaded the car for the park. Do they look cool or what?
As I drove towards the park I glanced at the trees. Instead of branches bouncing in the breeze they remained unmoved. Hmmm. Flags hung limply on poles. Uh-oh.
So I prepared the boys, "Hey guys, just so you know, it's not very windy today. So the kite may not fly." Immediately Price began whining, "NOOOOO, I waaaant to fly a kite. Whyyyyy won't it work?"
"Dude, I want to fly a kite too, but we can't control the wind. I can't tell the wind to blow. But we will give it a try, okay?"
He settled down as I pulled into the parking lot.
After fighting over who would hold the string and who would hold the kite to help launch it in the air (string being the preferred role), they settled on a solution. Three turns holding the string then switch.
We found a large piece of grass,fairly free of kite-grabbing trees. Quade held the kite while Price took off running in the opposite direction. Low and behold, the kite stayed up. We yelled out, "Let out some string! Let out some string!" Slowly the kite climbed higher and higher.
Price made a quick u-turn as his open space ended in a row of trees. The kite kept flying. That is, it kept flying as long as he kept moving his little feet. Back and forth he ran across the grass until his three turns were over.
Once he stopped running, the kite gently lowered to the ground. He slowly dropped to the ground in exhaustion.
They took a couple of turns. But the experience lost its charm when they lost their steam. Soon the kite lay on the ground while they ran off to play on the tire swing.
Oh the parallels to ministry. And motherhood.
Serving without the Spirit is like flying a kite without wind. It's possible, but it's exhausting. I run back and forth. The kite lifts and "things" get done, but it's all in my effort. I wear down quickly.
The kite gets left in the grass. I get distracted with other amusements. Assuming service isn't for me since it was so "hard".
What if I looked for where the Spirit is moving, or where God is working. Wait for the wind to move. Once I see Him moving, join Him. Let out the string and watch the kite soar with little effort. (*see author's note below*)
My sweet (fellow boy mom) friend, Erin, tweeted this verse yesterday and seeing it was part of His message to me:
“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest.Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” Matthew 11:28-30
As I begin today, I want to pray for His Spirit to open my eyes to see Him. The same Spirit who was in Elijah, Moses, Joseph, Jesus...lives in me! God's power can lift my ministry with ease if I chose to join Him where He is already working.
What "kite" are you trying to fly in your own effort? Are you keeping company with God and resting in His power so you can live freely and lightly?
(Anyone else have the song, "Let's go fly a kite, up to the highest height. Let's go fly a kite and send it soaring it. Up to the atmosphere. Up where the air is clear. Let's go fly a kite!" Just me? well alrighty then.)
*author's note: I do understand ministry, even with the Spirit, can be challenging and exhausting. We can't stand holding the "string" forever. Just like my boys took turns, we need to trade off our responsibilities, take turns holding the line. Not view flying the kite as a competition but as a community effort. May you be encouraged today in whatever "kite" you are flying. May you find others to help you hold the string. *love*